

⸺ Lorcan Merel ⸺
ezra . 34 . he/they . pst/mst
❛ Your own
>>>>>>>>>>personal
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Jesus. ❜
trigger warnings: topics of family death, unhealthy coping mechanisms, unhealthy relationships with sex, manipulation and using others.Still WIP, some sections are missingㅤ !! minors dni !! ㅤ

ㅤ 001 ㅤ : like where tho
I prefer to rp in game. I do have a discord which you can ask for but that's mostly an OOC place for me.ㅤ 002 ㅤ : IC =/= OOC
A separation between IC and OOC is the most important part of any roleplay for me. This is our hobby and I love some IC drama but I have no spoons for OOC drama.ㅤ 003 ㅤ : Ship my OC, not me
To reiterate; I am not my character. I have no interest in pursuing out of character relationships. IRL I am aro and ace, OOC flirtation makes me very uncomfortable. Out of character friendships, however, are much loved.ㅤ 004 ㅤ : Just a lil guy
I'm very awkward, but don't hesistate to reach out. I am always very flattered by someone's interest in my character, and really appreciate you taking the time to read this. If I ever say something out of line OOC or IC that's offensive, feel free to check me. IC Lorcan can be offensive sometimes, but I can moderate it.
ㅤ 005 ㅤ : Hard No's: Topics
I wont participate in plots that contain: graphic gore, r*pe, SA, DV, child abuse, racism, sexism, transphobia, homophobia or bigotry. I also will not be roleplaying your abusive boyfriend, or abuse of any kind. If rp will include these topics tangentially, ask first.ㅤ 006 ㅤ : Hard No's: OOC
I will not tolerate: roleplayers and characters under 21, OOC possessiveness over me and when/with who I rp. I also do not tolerate romance or ships initiated with my character without my consent. Lorcan is flirty and poly, but no canon romance will occur before an OOC discussion.ㅤ 007 ㅤ : Hard Yes
I will be okay with most other things if you ask. I do ERP both for canon reasosn and gil, please visit my NSFW page for more info.ㅤ 008 ㅤ : <3
Thanks again for getting this far. I love FFXIV and roleplaying and I'm genuinely so happy to participate in plots of any kind, even darker topics. I'm just someone who needs consistent and clear communication, and the effort that takes is greatly appreciated.

| i | ii | iii | iv |
|---|---|---|---|
| name | Lorcan Merel. | alias | The Pawn. |
| age | Forty Seven. | pronouns | He/Him. |
| species | Viera (Shetona). | birthdate | Unknown. |
| sexuality | Pansexual. | relationship | Married - Poly. |
| employment | Courtesan/Criminal. | alignment | True Neutral. |
AT A GLANCE WIP

⸺ Personality
Lorcan is whoever you need him to be. He would much rather that no one ever truly know him and instead be exactly what the person in front of him wants. A chameleon who is equal parts coward and reckless, there is nothing Lorcan wants more than to be wanted and needed by as many people as possible. He wants to exist in every fabric and tapestry that passes him by, and thus he will be anyone to do so. You need a strong and supportive leading man to guide your way? Lorcan will be him. Do you need a man who is dangerous and mysterious to spark excitement in your life? Lorcan will change into his skin like a coat. Do you need a man who's soft, supportive, one who listens? Lorcan will shed and like a tree in the spring will grow soft new leaves with which to embrace you.Simply ask yourself who it is you need, who it is that you want, what is the shape of a hole in your life. If you know the answer, Lorcan will speak to you with a precision not dissimilar from how a surgeon wields a scalpel. Gently he will pry his way inside, making sure you are too numb to feel his intrusion, and he will find his attachment site. The sutures will be expertly placed, almost painless until the intensity of his presence wears off.Beneath it all, he is brewing with pain, vanity, rage, fear and selfishness. He is so lonely, and yet unwilling to recognize the flaws within himself that make it so. He comes and goes into people's lives, never quite making himself important but also doing everything he can to see that his time and company is sought after. The only surviving heir to a wealthy family's fortune, Lorcan is surrounded by brilliantly decorated spaces with no life to fill them with. He aches from traumas past and present and hides them behind a handsome mask, thus his hands are always outstretched like beautiful, sinister grasping vines.


| i | ii | iii | iv |
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| height | 7'1. | weight | Never ask. |
| eyes | Pink. | hair | Black. |
| scars | Unknown. | languages | Common / Hingan. |
| features | digitigrade paws. (beans, brother) | aether | natural aether condduit, voidal. |
| features | freckles. | features | rabbit tail. |
AT A GLANCE WIP
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The Fixer and Wish Granter : Do you want for anything at all?
Lorcan is a man of many professions, and some people might meet him as a host or courtesan, peddling delight and affection with a steady hand. Though Lorcan is always quick to inform people that is just his side hustle, though his real job is much harder to pin down. Though he'll ask if a person has any problems they need help with, or if there's any work they need. And if there is even the smallest indication, he'll slip them a matte black card with a poodle outlined in silver on it's face. A Purveyor of Delight : Here for a good time not a long time
No one knows how to have a good time quite like Lorcan. A professional host and whore, he's socially very charming, if a bit abrasive and playfully rude. He's quick witted and outgoing, and tends to attract people do him with his fearlessness of being himself unapologetically. He lures people with the promise of a good time, a funny story to tell later, attention, drugs and intimacy.And he's no tease. He makes good on his offers, unafraid to bring himself low for the people who interest him, willing to have his coat tails clung to. Surely its just because he's so friendly, right? Masochist Brawler : One more mist frenzy capable rabbit for the pile
Lorcan might seem a prim, polished individual who would never blemish his skin with manual labor, let alone violence, but it is very much so a persona and not at all fact. Lorcan is in fact a well trained, schooled and experienced martial artist who, like many viera, is able to tap into the aether around himself to exert preternatural strength. In his time spent working with his aunt on the black market, he acted as her hidden enforcer, playing the part of a spoiled nepotism hire only to intimidate with a well timed fist through a brick wall. He enjoys a good spar - sometimes a little too much. The Devil's in the Deal : Do you want for anything at all?
Lorcan has taught himself how to bind the souls of others to his own, and is slowly building an army of people the way one might build an arsenal, weapons all in their own way and none of them able to betray him. And in return for a soul - he'll pick and pry and try to find what a person most wants from him. It could be help with their personal problems, it could be money, drugs, companionship, a powerful ally, calling upon his voidsent to solve their problems, a facsimile of love - everything is on offer. Perhaps you want to make a deal? At the Bottom of the Barrel : He can be found in varying states of disarray
It likely comes as no surprise that Lorcan is held up with strings and a wish, and that comes at a cost. He's a restless and exhausted man underneath it all, and can sometimes be caught on sleepless, aimless excursions. These can take the form of walks that end him up in odd places, seeking any kind of drug and partaking in them, looking for a fight that will leave him bloody or seeking attention and intimacy. Sometimes all of the above at once.It costs more energy than he has to live the way he does, and he is always operating at a deficit and trying to fill the void. A Demon Dwells Within : There are two wolves inside you
A person who can detect voidsent can likely tell something is not quite right with Lorcan, and though it not easy to detect, the traces of it are there. It also takes sometimes very little provocation to bring the fiend to the surface, which will often have Lorcan attempting to make a quick exit. People might know of the twin wolves with one soul known as Khadeija. The voidsent was trapped for many centuries in the wilds of Xak Tural where she was for the past 300 years. Someone might also find something strange and not quite right with Lorcan if they knew him before. Who He Used to Be : For those who might've known about him a very long time ago
Lorcan was once relatively known as a studium graduate and socialite in Sharlayan as well as something of a gangster in Hingashi. His father was a pharmaceutical botantist who, along with being at the top of his field academically, also made a fortune off the proceeds of his discoveries, which his aunt used to seed a black market trade business in Hingashi.Some might remember him as suave and untouchable, while others might remember him as ruthless and violent. Who He is Now : For those with recent knowledge
With the recent, violent and semi-public passing of all immdiete members of his family in what is classified as a 'warehouse accident', how some might perceive him is very different. In Hingashi he might as well be dead to the connections he once had. In Sharlayan, he's a disgraced member of society, rumored to have orchestrated the demise of his family himself.These days, he's no one. Just a man who once had potential, reduced to a whore and a go between.
NSFW AHEAD
I both sell and do erp for fun, sport and gil. You can get erp from me either by it happening organically through character interactions or approaching me OOC and asking for it. When it arises from character interactions I do not ask for gil, but if you want to skip straight to erp I charge 1 mil gil per session that occurs in game for 3-5 hours. If you catch me working in a venue that lets me set my own rates, I don't charge during venue hours, but if you'd just like erp with no character interaction after the venue closes, same thing as above. GROUND RULES :
OOC I like to keep things chill and casual. I don't like to flirt with people OOC and being on the receiving end of flirtation is very uncomfortable for me.
I don't have an f list or kink list but if something is not on my hard no list, then you can ask for it OOC or have your OC ask Lorcan for it IC and I will do my best to work it in.
He tops and he bottoms, he doms and he subs, he thinks all genders and body types are hot. This man has so much versatility in him.
He's a trans man but interchangeable multitool voidsent cis penis/trans coochie. So if you want pp, you get pp and vice versa.
MY HARD NO's :
Sexual Assault/Rape/Non Con/Dub Con
Anything involving animals (furries are fine)
Incest
Forced feminization
De-transition play
Bigotry based humiliation
Scat
Characters who are not 21+ (The older the better)
Lalafells
I reserve the right to decline any request or offer for erp and to stop at any time. I expect paid sessions to be paid up front and will give a refund if I have to leave mid way through.

































































